...working harder...

i am learning this on my own...i am not paying someone to help me get all the workout outs that i need nor the diet instruction...just from checking out workout routines on the web i see that i have a long way to go...the only way i'm going to do this is on my own...keep researching and learning and trying things out...yes, i will try things out and find what works for me!...there is so much information out there...its time for me to stay after class and do more on my own!!!...practice practice try harder...so much inspiration out there...but i want to help people by helping myself and being a good example, show you that you can do it too!...this is for myself...not for you or anyone else...i love myself and want to be the best i can be...i will prove this to myself...maybe i should by some protein shakes???...i have this hemp seed powder but i dunno what i should do...maybe no more bread? i dunno...i usually just eat what i want...hmmm, this is a tough one cuz i've never wanted to count calories and all that...i just usually do what my body says and wants...maybe if i start thinking about it i can come up with better answers...yes, i will meditate on it!...i have enough logic and reason to figure things out on my own...